inlove daw kase =)))))

bihira na lang ang lalake na nakakapag-antay..bihira na lang ang lalake na hindi napapagod sa pag-aantay..

duh! sa panahon ngayon, 3% out of 100% lang ang posibilidad na makahanap ka ng lalakeng makakapag-antay talaga..
yung totoong antay talaga ang ginagawa :)))

halos lahat ng parents, ang gusto nila sa anak na babae ay wag muna jumowa hanggat hindi pa nakakapagtapos sa pag-aaral ..
but in reality,,bihira nalang rin ang nakakasunod sa rule#1 na yan ng parents sa anak nilang babae..

it is because:

1. sa sobrang higpit ng parents, nag rerebelde na ang girl..
2. sobrang inlove lang talaga si girl sa suitor nya..
3. pwedeng napa-oo lang sa suitor ng wala sa oras :D
4. hindi kayang hindian ang bawat suitor :))
5. para lang masabe na may boyfriend, sasagutin agad si suitor..*para in sya sa barkada :D*
6. ang ibang girl, kahit bawal pa, oo agad..kase pogi at mayaman ang suitor..
7. or sadyang malandi lang talaga ang anak nila,,kaya jumojowa agad kahit bawal pa =))

iba-ibang reason sa iba't ibang situation..
once love strikes, everything becomes complicated..
that is the reality..people tend to do stupid things when it comes to love..
but for them, those stupid things often seems to be right..
yung tipong "lahat ipupusta ko, lahat gagawin ko..para lang sakanya! :D "
without even thinking the possible consequences..ang importante, masaya sila sa taong mahal nila..
that is why the word "stupidity" exist..
hindi naman kase lahat ng bagay, nadadaan sa love..yes, love is very important..
pero,,mabubuhay ka ba ng puro love lang?
"i love you, you love me, let's get married!" ..hell, can't even think first before proposing such thing..
nagiging tanga talaga ang tao pag inlove..they don't believe in getting the heart and brain working together..

Fairytales??

Some relationships really seem to be forever. But this has always been in FAIRYTALES ONLY. In reality, nothing stays forever. “Bands do come and go, but you have to keep on playing” same as with people that surrounds us. Friends do come and go, but we have to keep on living. Loved ones do come and go, but we still have to keep on living, living the life the way we wanted it to be. 

In a relationship, there are these instances wherein one gives up while the other one still holds on.

In this case; let’s just say that the one who gave up is the girl, and the one who still holds on is the boy.

The girl wanted to let go, but couldn’t give even just a one damn reason why she wanted to let go of her relationship with the boy. As the boy really loves her, he still holds on with his love for the girl because he wanted to hear the reasons which the girl couldn’t give. But what if the girl doesn’t want to speak out? What if she couldn’t tell the reasons because it’s too hard to say it? However, what if there is really no damn single reason? Could it be possible that there is/are no reason???

The best thing to do is just to accept everything. This may be painless to manage and setting someone free from the commitment might sounds easy. But in reality, there has never been an easy way to do certain things. If you want to let go, it’s too hard to do it without hurting the other one involved. If you want to move on, it’s too hard to let go of the things that you’ve already get used to. 

The true reasons for break ups are often left untold by the parties involved. It’s alright not to talk about the reason why you gave up. But just make sure to tell it all out when the right time comes that you are strong enough to sing your heart out loud. It’s alright to grieve for what happened. But make sure to do it faster (3month rule ^_^ ). It’s alright to dream a relationship that will be just the same as your favorite fairytale. But don’t let yourself believe that fairytales could also be in reality. It’s alright to reminisce the past. But make sure not to use it as a reason why you are still stuck with your past. 

Time will heal the wounds, but you should also help yourself in moving on and to not to look back to the past which will make you more miserable. Give yourself the time to breathe and to think about the things that happened. And after the storm, you’ll realize how awful you had been because you let yourself be drowned to your stressful emotions.

Life has never been that fair and easy. It’s either you let yourself suffer from the pain, or you let yourself accept the fact that nothing stay constant in this world and that not every reason should be heard. Because sometimes, the grounds behind the untold reason is either it’s hard for someone to say it, or it’s too painful for you to hear it.

people knew what's going on,
but still thinks too narrow.

so ironic isn't it?

maybe that's just how people think..

whenever they hear different side of story or opinion,

they instantly change their way of thinking,

and could never realize 
that they are not seeing the things

the way they should be seen and understood..

though they will try to ask you 
on how things went wrong,

you will still end up listening to their side,

and your voice will be taken for granted..

maybe because they are too perfect, right?

maybe because they are just too perfect for you

talk shit bitch :)

im sitting alone in a cold dark place..

reminiscing the past that made a wound in my heart..

the pain still lingers..

the longer i stay to the past, it hurts more,

much more inside..

how long will i feel the pain?

how long will i be in despair?

writing here is some sort of drug

that keeps me awake until there's nothing more left to feel..

ito ay para sa masa..sa lahat ng fans ni sharon cuneta :)

for some reasons, i enjoyed my life's special season.

because you came, and i just couldn't ignore your name.

you came along, just like a song.

i fell in love and gave you the love that you must have.

i gave it easily just like a simple blow,

and made it like a river that continuously flow.

but this time, i won't call you mine.

'coz staying by your side, means dying from the inside.

dying slowly in my bed, with the knife in my head.

having vivid thoughts and doubtful mind,

i bet we wouldn't exist with a romantic life.

having sleepless nights because of you makes me sick.

dont wanna be with you anymore, 'coz you're making me a psychotic.

Love Kills

you like to think that i am weak,

like every time you slap me on my cheeks.

you stitch my mouth with a string,

with the huge needle pierced on my skin.

i can't do a thing, even a shout

'cause string is stitched into my mouth.

you made a wound and a small tear,

that made the blood flow through my ear.

you sliced and cut my finger

then stab my skull and chop my liver.

my heart is bleeding because of you,

brings me to hell like the way you do.

there's nothing i could do, but to cry

and you watched me right until i die ..

psychotic??

forgetting to make projects is a hell lot more serious than forgetting to change the calendar page, 

and i'm upset 'coz this is the first time i forget something that big.

fact is, i'm getting worse. a little worse everyday.

psychotics can cope in the world -----after a fashion-----and sometimes,,

they get away with some very nasty shit.

but there's a border line between manageable and unmanageable psychosis.

i'm getting to that line everyday.

a part of me knows it ..