psychotic??

forgetting to make projects is a hell lot more serious than forgetting to change the calendar page, 

and i'm upset 'coz this is the first time i forget something that big.

fact is, i'm getting worse. a little worse everyday.

psychotics can cope in the world -----after a fashion-----and sometimes,,

they get away with some very nasty shit.

but there's a border line between manageable and unmanageable psychosis.

i'm getting to that line everyday.

a part of me knows it ..