thorn beneath the waves

there are things that you thought to be "just fine"

until it reaches the point that you'll be saying "wait..that is way too much honey"

when you're the type of person

who's just still smiling inspite of every anger..

tendency when you reach your boiling point?

you'll just cry because of too much anger,

and could say everything that makes your head blown up...

the people that surrounds you will eventually make you insane..

some makes you act like crazy..

some makes you laugh the whole day..

some makes you cry..

some makes you angry..

and some makes you realize whom to trust

and who deserves your company..

but at the end of the day..

your family and true friends will basically stand with you..

will tell what is the problem..

and what is your fault..

advices what you must do

and what you must not do

to avoid conflicts..

but then again..

you will come to a point that..

to everything that had happened..

you will be thinking for its reasons..

is it for you to know whom to trust?

is it for you to realize your faults?

is it for you to know how to control your emotions?

is it for you to know how to give respect?

or is it for you to realize that..

not every person could understand you..

that not all of the peole you know do have the same level of thinking

as to what you think and expect that they have..

too many questions for the few answers obtainable..

but there's only one way that could make the commotion stop..

you just have to keep your mouth shut....AGAiN and AGAiN..

just let other people do the talking..

they will get tired anyways.. :)